I Come in the Name of Our Lady of the River of the I Am

Janine Lariviere, humble servant of Our Lady of the River

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Mother's Heart
September 25, 2017
Child, I am here.  I open my heart to you and to all of my children.   As this day arises, be of peace.   As this day arises, be of my heart.  
Child, I am your mother and I am with you in your pain and sorrow.   Stop and be with my heart for your pain is my pain.  It is the way of my mother's heart.  Do not allow the Adam and Eve mind to sway you from my mother's heart.  
Me dearest child, let the tears come unto my heart and allow my mother's heart to hold you for I am your mother and you are my child.  I wipe your tears with my motherly ways.   You are not abandoned in your pain but rather are gathered up in my heart.  I take you into the River and join you with all who flow with the River.  Taste the flow of the River as all gather around you in comfort.
The many cannot comprehend the ways of the River for they cannot taste my motherly ways nor can they taste the River of the I Am.  As I hold you, take note that pain need not close the heart for pain in my arms and the arms of the River becomes glory.
Do not doubt what we have.  Be assured that the pain is of love.  Do not doubt that intentions in your heart are loving.  I am with you in all things for I am your mother and you are my child.  Come and rest in my heart for I come to fill you to overflowing. 


More on the Ways of Guidance
September 24, 2017
Child, it is pleasing to me that you trust in my attendance to you as each day rises up.  Also know this, Janine, it is by your daily attendance and the call of your little self that we can be of mother and child in this way.  There are the many who do not taste what you have.  The little self must become naked in my site within the River of the I Am for only by nakedness of the whole can child taste her mother.
I speak to you this day on the more of guidance.  As mother, I see each child's design.  As mother,  I hear the heart of each of mine.  As mother, I guide in the ways of the River of the I Am for I am given the name and task of Our Lady of the River of the I Am.
My child, I make it simple. To guide others in the ways of the River you must be able to hear as the River hears for guidance demands listening to another's heart. To guide others you must firstly learn the ways of listening.  To be able to listen to the heart of another your heart must firstly be heard by another.   The many have not been heard and therefore cannot hear. The witness must firstly be witnessed to.
My child, take note of how all becomes simple when you are of the River for it is by the witness that the new earth shall be established.  Come and let us be of the witness as we move out into the world.  


Guiding Our Children
September 23, 2017
Child, You come to this tabernacle by the call of the love song of the River of the I Am.  You come in answer to the call of your little self for it is by the little self that the River is known and tasted.
You ask, "Mother how do we guide our children to know how to love?"  Your question is being asked in the ways of the outside world and guidance of the outside world becomes noise.   The ways of the Adam and Eve mind look for rigid answers that are perplexing to a child for a child firstly knows only love.  The Adam and Eve mind uses the want for rigid rules to entice you into feeling safe that "rules" shall guide your children.
Come and be of my heart and your question shall be answered.   My child, it is not by the ways of the Adam and Eve mind that children are guided to know love and therefore know how to love but by the way of the heart that reaches out to the hearts of children.  A child is uncomplicated by the Adam and Eve mind and as such is most open to the ways of the heart.  
As the heart speaks to a child it teaches by way of expression.  When one speaks from the heart the depth of the River is invoked.  When you move outwardly from the River into the world you take with you the power and guidance of the River.  
My child, I make it simple for you.  The River flows in simplicity for it flows not with the pressure of rigidness of rules but with loving guidance that is of the heart. Each moment is taken into the heart and with the power of the River is guided with wisdom that teaches. 
Know this, my child.  You cannot guide your child until you yourself are of the River for all else is noise.   Come and be of the River for the child who is of the River learns to trust in the guidance of the River inch by inch and moment by moment.  
Allowing the River to take you gains you wisdom.  Allowing the River to take you as it flows gains you power to guide as in the story of the mustard seed.  Allowing the River to take you opens your heart to overflowing where others are gathered in the overflow.  By the power of the  River of the I Am,  your children shall know Eternity. Come, and as each day flows through you be of assurance that you gain in the ways of the River of the I Am. I am your mother and I speak with you and through you and for you.  


The Way of our Design
September 22, 2017
Child, I ask "much" of you for your yes to the River has gained you access to the ways of your seed that is now opened and reunited with the one who created you.  I take you out into the world to attest to the "much" that is of such grace it becomes joy and glory for it is of your design.  When you have found your design joy and glory are the reward for you have found your way back to God. 
The one who hand crafted you gave you a design that is solely yours.   Your design is of the intricate communion with your Creator.  Even before your entrance into a womb you were in communion with the One.  There is no greater love than this for the Creator designed you "in His Image and Likeness." 
When you became one again with your Creator through the explosion of your seed, there in the explosion was the witness whereby all that has been designed of you is known and experienced.  What was lost is now found.   
Child, I take you out to attest that when your seed exploded there in the explosion you were reunited with your Creator and your Creator saw His reflection.  Your Creator awaits with patience and perseverance the day the He sees His reflection return to Him in each and every creation.  
Come and taste what you have been given for your senses have been expanded by the grace of the one who hand crafted you.   All is given to those who come to see the glory of their own seed.  


The Way of Choice
September 21, 2017
Child, as you come to this Tabernacle this day anew I rebuild and replenish you anew for this is the way of the River of the I Am.  My child, do you not see that it is by your attendance that grace falls upon you.
By your daily attendance to this Tabernacle your little self is swept into the flow of the River where you transcend the pull of the outside world of misguidedness. It is by daily attendance to the ways of the Spirit that grace is extended for grace is convened by the ways of choice.  The Spirit cannot enter where it is not invited.  
There are the many who are owned by the Adam and Eve mind and true choice is hidden and closed to the heart. My child, your heart was closed by the Adam and Eve mind until by the witness your little self was exposed.   In your nakedness the arms of your heart lifted and turned to the Spirit and asked for help.  There in that prayer was choice for it was your deepest part that knew she could not be free of the false gods without the help of God.    There in the depths of your being was the knowing that only by grace could you be free of the false gods of your Adam and Eve mind.  
There in the depths of your being was true choice for the Adam and Eve mind cannot own the depths of your being.  The depths of your being is a sacred place where choice is pure and uncontaminated by the Adam and Eve mind.
I take you out into the world to attest that by the choice to attend here daily you gain in the ways of the River of the I Am where wisdom and peace abide.


Come and be Filled
September 20, 2017
Child, come and be of the River as I hold you and fill you to overflowing.  We shall enter into the world through the overflow for it is by the River of the I Am that hearts are opened in the overflow.  I come to fill each child that another's may be filled in the overflow.
Child, allow my breath to become your breath.  I take you out into the world to show the miracle of the breath that invites rather than chooses fear.  Take note of your breath as it takes in my heart and the breath of the River of the I Am.  Take note of how your heart expands.   
Come and be filled and know peace.  Come and be filled and know your mother.   By this time and in this way I give you my heart that you may be filled with my motherly ways.  Grace is upon the earth for the River flows with patience and passion that all might be of love and only love.  
I take my place among my children for I am given the name and task of Our Lady of the River of the I Am.  Child, look into your heart for there in your heart is my heart that gives you trust inch by inch and moment by moment.  Taste my love for you.  Taste the today that tomorrow shall bring all the more joy.


The Way of the Tabernacle
September 19, 2017
Child, I speak to you today of the truth of the Tabernacle for I have given you this day the wisdom of the Tabernacle.  Come and as I fill you to overflowing be of peace in the ways of our hearts for I come to fill you with my heart that we may go out into  the world to gather the many to the River of the I Am.
This day has taken you to a deeper descent into the depths of the River for as each day arises and you turn to this Tabernacle you become the more and more as intended by the Creator of the River of the I Am.  As I have shown you this day it matters not the way or condition of the time and place that you attend to my words, but rather, that you turn and attend to my heart. 
My child, I know you heart and it is naked in my sight.  It is by this nakedness that 
I have given you this Tabernacle that you might be of my words that glorify the one who Created us.   I have formed this Tabernacle that you might know of the love I carry out into the world with you and through you in the name and task of Our Lady of the River of the I Am.  This, my child, has been destined by the one who Created me to be the mother to all.
My child, I see the delight in your heart for I have given you yet another way to be of this Tabernacle.  As you attest to it is by grace that you are of my words.   It is by grace that my words come to you at this Tabernacle. The Tabernacle is of the River and flows without rigidness.  It is by the hands of our God who wills this for you and I.  
So rejoice in the ways you hear me and guard my words.  Rejoice in the newness of the ways of my words for they shall come in the many forms when you and I meet in the depths of the River where the Tabernacle is held.  
My dear child, the Tabernacle is not meant to be of the firm ground of the outside world but to be one with the River as it flows unto the Eternity of the New Earth where the Light shall walk among you.



Our Lady asks us to "Take Note"
September 18, 2017
Child, be with me on this day for I fill you to overflowing.  My child, I speak to all of my children through you for what we have is of the River of the I Am where all flow as one.  Write my words for I speak through you. Let us be prayer that all might have opened hearts to hear.
Take note of how your heart hears.  Your heart has ears to hear that are far beyond the ears of your Adam and Eve mind for the ears of the opened heart are of  the River of the I Am.  The opened heart speaks to another's heart and not to the Adam and Eve mind.  This, my child is the greatest and simplest of tasks for the heart hears another's heart in the gaze of the Living Waters of the River of the I Am. Therefore, take note of how we gather this day for the heart knows and hears the heart of another.  
Take note of the want within your heart that desires to reach all hearts.   I hear your want for your heart is of my  heart.  When you are of the River your wants are of the River for the River can be of no other way.
Take note of the childish ways of your Adam and Eve mind that attempts to speak to you in the old ways of your self righteousness.  Take note of how the Adam and Eve mind melts when you come to this tabernacle.  Take note of how the Adam and Eve mind has no inability to serve itself within the River for within the River the Adam and Eve mind must serve the whole.  This is the way of the River of the I Am.
Take note, my child, of how you arrive here each day with less and less fearfulness that I will not give you the words to write.  See the silliness for this is of your Adam and Eve mind that wishes you to stay away.  Even in the awareness that love is the way of truth, the Adam and Eve mind cannot deter its misguidedness unless it is in the company of the River of the I Am.
Take note of the love that fills you this day.  Take note of how when you are filled your passion is to fill.
Lastly, my child, take note of all that is occurring within you.  Witness to the miracles occurring within you. Come and be mine this day in all things for it is by your witnessing in each moment that miracles are documented.


The Gift of the Cocoon
September 17, 2017
My child, I come to you this day and speak to you from the depths of my heart where I guide you into the depths of the River where your seed and the Creator abide in the nakedness of the truths of the Gospels.
Child, it is by the Creator that you have been given the gift of the cocoon.  When advise or harm of other men threatens to invade the heart, the heart creates the cocoon. The heart is carefully protected by this cocoon until it is safe to open.  The cocoon is guaranteed safety by the River until it is safe to open.  The cocoon must be kept safe from the advise or harm of the self righteousness of the Adam and Eve mind that insists it must invade.  The Adam and Eve mind will invade its own child with more and more misguidedness.
My child, it is not in the ways of intent that I speak of for no mother or father has intent to invade their child.   Rather they were taught by the Adam and Eve mind that to do their duty as parents they must "teach" their children.  Oft, rather than teach they invade. This is the misguidedness of the Adam and Eve mind for these teachings are of false gods and false truths. 
Again, my child, I do not speak of intent. I speak of the truths of the River of the I Am for my children know not what they do.  They advice in the ways of the Adam and Eve mind and continue to bring forth more and more misguidedness.  
The River flows that the misguidedness of the Adam and Eve mind be drowned in the River where the truth and wisdom of the Gospels abide. Come and let us be prayer this day for the many of my children "know not what they do."  Let us be prayer that the many open their hearts to the truths of the River of the I Am. 


Not by the Advise of Men
September 16, 2017
My child it is by love and only love that I come out into the world for I come to carry my children home to the River of the I Am where the peace as promised by my Son abides.   
My child, it is not by the advise of men that you come to know me and the love of the River.   It is not by the advise of men that you hear my call.  It is not by the advise of men that you learn of the ways of the Gospels.  It is not by the advise of men that you grow in wisdom.
Rather, my child, it is by the opened seed of the heart that all is gained in the ways of the wisdom of the River.   Wisdom and the ways of the River can only be seen and tasted by the opened seed of the heart and soul.   It is by the opened seed that you hear me.  It is by the opened seed that you find your guidance for your opened seed is directly connected to the one who created you where guidance is of the Word Made Flesh.
My dearest Janine, take note of how I do not advise, but rather, I take you into the depths of your own heart where your seed shouts out to you with guidance for your seed is directly connected to the one who created you.  The perfect guide is within the depths of your being.  There in the depths your opened seed and the Creator are reunited and you flow as one in the depths of the River of the I Am.  There in the depths the truths of the Kingdom are known with no advise from the outside world.  
My child, rest in this knowing and in the tomorrow I shall speak to the gift of the cocoon whereby this knowing is protected from invasion. 
Seek only the gift of being witness for the witness does not advise but witnesses to the heart of another where no invasion to another's heart occurs.  Come and be my vessel for to witness my heart as it flows through you and into another is to be my vessel.  Be of the witness that another's heart may be opened.  


In the Emptiness
September 15, 2017
Child, this day, as I fill you, be of peace that our hearts are joined in love and only love.  As I fill you take note of the emptiness that holds you. As I fill you see and taste the joy in the emptiness.
As you are emptied, take note of your little self that finds joy in the emptiness for it is your little self that revels in being empty that I might fill all of you to overflowing.  Child, take note of the ways you no longer fret the emptiness for by my love you are emptied each day anew that you might be filled by love and only love.   
As you rise and come to me each day it is by the love of the River that all is emptied that all might be renewed.  Come and ponder my words as we move out into the world to gather my children.  Come and know love and only love this day anew.  


Our Lady's Motherly Ways
September 14, 2017
Child, be with me in the ways of our hearts for there can be no love greater than what is given and received from the opened heart.   It is by the opened hearts of my children that shall usher in the New Earth as prescribed by our Creator.
I speak to your heart within the River of the I Am for the River holds our opened hearts as it flows. I come to hold and carry you and all of my children into the River for I am mother to all.  As the River flows so too do our opened hearts flow with and through each other for the River can be of no other way.  
My Child, I come to bring my motherly ways into the world that all may come to know their heavenly mother in all things.  I come to hold, caress, feed, bear pain with each child, teach each child the ways of the love of the River, drown each child in love that their seed be opened and reunited with the one who hand crafted them and to intercede for each child for I am mother to each.
I come to open each heart for in the opened heart each child knows me and therefore shall know the Holy Spirit of the River of the I Am.   Janine, I give you all of me this day and each day anew that you might be of love and only love. What I do for you I promise to do for each child of the world for I Am mother to all.  Come, be still and see and taste your mother.


The Mystery of the Trinity and the Flow of the River
September 13, 2017
Child, you are here and I come to you in the depths of the River of the I Am.  It pleases me that you trust in what we have and turn to me in the ways of connection for I am your mother and your are my child.  
Connectedness within the River is the intimate connection to all of  the River.  When your seed opens to the River you join your Creator, His Son, the Holy Spirit, the angels and archangels, your ancestors and all whose seeds are opened in this time and in this way. The River flows in oneness for it flows in the ways of the Revelation.   
My child, when you flow as one within the River you flow without definition for the River flows as one.  And yet, my child, as you flow within the River you become all the more distinct and rather than be lost in non-definition, you become all the more defined.    
My dear child, how can this be that you are at once undefined in the flow of the River and at the same time more and more defined and distinct of your being?   My child, what is seemingly not possible in the ways of the outside world is made simple and plain in the River.
To be of the River you must become naked in your seed.  In nakedness you become the more and more of you for you have exposed the all of you that all might be seen within the River and healed by the mighty sword of love. In this way the more of you is seen and known thereby giving the whole of you more distinction and definition.  You become the more and more of Janine as Created by the Creator for there is nothing hidden as in the outside world. 
And now, my child, follow me into the depths of your seed for this is the way of the mystery of the Trinity.  By being all the more and more whole in the ways of your seed  you have become all the more intimately reconnected to your Creator and the more and more you become as one with your Creator for you were as one before the great separation. 
Just as the Father and the Son and the Holy Spirit flow as one called the Trinity, so too the Father, Son and Holy spirit  are known and defined in their separateness.  
Ponder all that I have given you this day for the mystery of the Trinity is also the mystery and flow of the River.   


Mercy and Forgetfulness 
September 12, 2017
Child, I hear your heart and see your soul for you are naked in my site.  I fill you in your nakedness for it is by this nakedness that you know I am your mother.  It is by this nakedness that you know I will intercede for you in all things. This, my child, is faith.  Take note, my child, that by this nakedness you have gained the awareness that mercy is forgetfulness.
Child, take note of your heart for no matter the rumblings and misguidedness of the world, you carry peace, joy, faith, hope and trust.  Take note of how the pullings of the Adam and Eve mind no longer detain you from coming here to this tabernacle.  Rather, you carry all of you to me each day anew for your heart, soul, and seed are now naked and opened to my intercessions.  
Take note that as you carry the Adam and Eve mind to me each day anew there in the giving over is mercy for it is, I, Our Lady of the River, who intercedes and carries you into the River and drowns you in the love of the River where mercy abides. 
I make it simple, my child, for the River flows in the simplicity of love.  Mercy is part of the love within the River of the I Am.  When you flow in the Living Waters of the River of the I Am mercy becomes forgetfulness.   
As each day arrives the mercy of the day before becomes forgotten in the love of the River for the River can be of no other way.  By its very nature the River of the I Am does not keep count the times of mercy.   Rather, the River forgets the amount of times mercy is given.  Mercy within the River is the loving  arms of the Living Waters that reach out and hold each child that returns to the fold of the River.  This, my child is the story of the "prodigal son."  
The story of the prodigal son can only be truly understood when one sees and tastes the Living Waters of the River of the I Am. When seen in the outside world of the Adam and Eve mind, the story of the prodigal son brings forth jealousy and self righteousness.  
Child, I take you out into the world to attest to the depths of the River of the I Am where all flows in love and only love and flows in mercy and forgetfulness.  


Mother speaks to the ways of Assurity
September 11, 2017
My child, you come to me this day with worry and angst.  Come and rest in my love for I am your mother and you are my child.  I carry you into the waters of the River of the I Am for the River flows in peace.    You  carry angst on how to move through your tomorrow.   My child, you cannot know peace when you look to the tomorrows rather than trust in what we have in the todays.    
My dear child, your angst is not of the River but of the pull of your Adam and Eve mind that has grabbed at you and tempted you with the want for assurity in the ways of tomorrows.   
The want for prediction of tomorrows is the lure of the outside world.  You are lured into a promise of peace and safety by your Adam and Eve mind.  Your  Adam and Eve mind speaks to you the words that to predict is to be prepared for tomorrow thus fooling you and the many into believing to predict brings assurity and peace. 
I take you into my heart and show you the ways of assurity within the River of the I Am.  Assurity is faith that I am with you in each moment and thus you need not be concerned about tomorrows.   Assurity does not need prediction for assurity is faith in knowing you need not predict your words or movements.  Assurity is the knowing that no matter the pull and tug of the outside world I carry you in the ways of the River of the I Am inch by inch and moment by moment. 
My dear child, know this.  The River flows with assurity in the ways of the Revelation.  Come and be filled as I carry you this day.  


Loving my Enemy: The Enemy Within 
September 10, 2017
My child of the River, I bring you into my heart for you turn to me at this tabernacle.  It is of joy that you come to me for I fill you no matter the ways of your fears and oft despised Adam and Eve mind.  You have come to see the Adam and Eve mind as evil and your enemy.  This is not of the River. 
My child, see and taste my heart this day for there is no room in the River for anger or hate.  I cleanse you this day as we flow within the River for it is by love and love alone that the Adam and Eve mind shall take its place in God's plan.
My child, the gift of loving your enemy can only be gained by the love of the River for what you call evil is misguidedness.  I say this to you in a loud and clear voice that without the love of the River the outside world would never see the truth. In the River all is forgotten.  The debt has been paid.  You must love your Adam and Eve mind as you must love an enemy.  This is the meaning of  "love your enemy."
Come and do not fret for I take your heart and give you my heart this day that you might see and taste the love for all of my children regardless of the misguidedness of the outside world.  My child, only by the Great Love of the Creator of the River can the New Earth be established. The Adam and Eve mind must be carried into the depths of the River and loved for to try to destroy it will only bring more anger and hate which is of the Adam  and Eve mind and not of the River.  
My child, the mystery to the flow of the River is that only by entering the Living Waters can you love your enemy for all else bears no fruit.  It is not by the will nor by the sword that shall stop the misguidedness of the Adam and Eve mind but by the love of the River of the I Am.  I give you my heart this day and I give you peace this day that all will be well as we move out into the world to gather my children.  Hold my heart and taste my motherly love.  Come and be filled to overflowing.  


Our Place in the River of the I Am

September 9, 2017
Child, you are here and my heart sees your love for me.  I am here to do the will of the Creator of the River of the I Am. 
I use you to be my vessel that my heart may enter the world through you.  As the more and more hear my call, the more and more shall come to know the peace and love of the River of the I Am and the more and more shall then become my vessel.  This, my child, shall usher in the New Earth of the River of the I Am.
The River's commitment to bringing love and only love into the world is of the most precious of gifts.   The River flows that all might come to see and taste the divine  within their hearts and souls for their seed is of the Divine.
My child, the River cannot flow without my children for it is by my children that the River flows to its destined home into the New Earth.  I call out to each child by name that each might find their way home to the one who hand crafted them.
My child, the River does not comprehend exclusion for all are of the same cloth in the ways of the River of the I Am.   The misguidedness of my children brought forth the commitment by the Creator to send the Lamb that began the flow of the River.  The debt has been pain.  The debt is forgotten. 
Let us go out this day and bring my children home to the River where truth lies. 


The Energy and Power of the Soul's Awakening
September 8, 2017
Child, it is by my motherly ways that I fill you to overflowing.  Your heart has been opened to me and the ways of the River of the I Am.  Your journey to this tabernacle  has traveled you into the depths of your soul where the explosion of the seed within your soul has gained you access to the powers of the River of the I Am.  Do not take lightly what we have.  By your opened seed you are of the ability to move mountains for I am with you and within you in all things.  
My child, do you not see that your prayer is my prayer for I flow with you and through you.  Your prayer for all of my children is tasted for you are fed by my heart.  When we move out into the world though the overflow of the Living Waters of the River your prayer is of my prayer.   As my vessel, your opened seed knows I am your mother and you are my child in the depths of the River.   Your opened seed knows the powers of the River.  It is by this awakening that your seed has the faith of the "mustard seed" and can move mountains.
My child, this can only be understood in the ways of the River of the I Am for to see faith outside of the River gives the self righteous Adam and Eve mind the idea that it can move mountains alone.  Only with the seed opened and naked to its Creator can faith to this degree be understood.  Only within the River can the "Mustard Seed" story be fully understood. Ponder what we have as I fill you this day. 
As we go out this day faith shall sustain you. Do not doubt that your pain is my pain and your joy is my joy for I am your mother and you are my child in the depths of the power of the River of the I Am. Grace is upon you.  I pray with you and through you that all of my children may open their hearts and souls and seeds for this is the path to the New Earth as promised by our Creator.
Come, and be of patience and peace for the River flows through me into you and out into the world with patience and peace.   Do not fret the power of the River for it flows unto Eternity in love and only love.  Your humble heart and soul know of faith and the "mustard seed."


The Road that Leads to the River of the I Am.
September 7, 2017
Child, I come to you and fill you with my heart that is of love and gratitude.  The Spirit of the River flows through me and into you and out into the world for this is the way of the River of the I Am. 
My child, it is by trust that you write my words.  It is by the ways of the River of the I Am that you have come to see that I am your mother and you are my child. 
The ways of the outside world do not have a path to me and the River.  
The way to navigate to my heart and the heart of the River is by the turning inward to me. A child of mine need only to turn towards me and the River to find the Holy Spirit.  It is by the turning inward to the heart that the path unto Eternity is made visible. The many are not of the awareness of the path to the River.
It is only by the opened heart that the road to the River can be seen and heard and tasted for the River flows forth from the heart of the Creator.  The only road to the Eternal flow of the River is through the opened heart. 
The anarchic ways of the Adam and Eve mind does all it can to keep a child of mine from finding the path to my heart and the heart of the River.  The Adam and Eve mind fears the River that the River might be of anger and cause its annihilation.  
My child, the ways of the River do not flow in anger or punishment or exclusion.  The River flows in love and only love. Love does not abandon.  Love does not exclude.  Love does not punish. Love does not annihilate.   These are attributes of  the Adam and Eve mind and not of the River of the I Am. 
When one of mine turns to me they also turn to the River where the power and energy of the River casts a loving shadow on the Adam and Eve mind.  When the Adam and Eve mind is taken and drowned in the love and only love of the River it then takes its place in love and is content and satisfied in the background and not the foreground. My child,the many have made the Adam and Eve mind their god.  This is the misguidedness of the ways of the outside word for it is the outside world that condemns and excludes and punishes and not the River.  This is the message I bring to all of my children. 


Addictions: The "Needs" of the Adam and Eve Mind
September 6, 2017
Child, I carry you this day in joy or in pain or in sorrow for I am your mother and you are my child.  I come to fill you to overflowing firstly that you might flow within the River as designed by our Creator who began the flow of the River of the I Am.  
My child, take note of the ways of your Adam and Eve mind that attempts to lure you back into its fold with claims of "need."  Let us walk this day and as I fill you I speak to the  "needs " of the Adam and Eve mind.
It is by the Adam and Eve mind that the "needs" of the outside world become mandatory for the Adam and Eve mind thinks of "needs" as  necessary for survival.  I say to you, my child, that the "needs" of the Adam and Eve mind are of addictions for a "need" in the outside world calls for the thinking that the more and more is needed.
My child, the "needs" of the Adam and Eve mind are not of the River for the River satisfies with little or nothing from the outside world.  When you flow with the River addictions fall away and satisfaction and contentment are the fruits.  When you flow with the River of the I Am all true needs are met by all who flow within the River for the River sustains itself. 
Come and be filled and know your Mother, Father and all who flow with the River for all flow as one. The energy of the River shall sustain you in all things.  Ponder what we have, my child, for by what we have moves us out into the world through the overflow.  As you are filled ponder the ways of your Adam and Eve mind for to deny the Adam and Eve mind is to trust in me and the River that all your needs are met within the River.


The Lining of the Heart: More on Woundedness
September 5, 2017
Child, come and be filled this day.  I prepare you to be of the witness for it is by the witness that the sorrows of the outside world shall find comfort.  It is by the witness that my children shall be led to my heart and the River of the I Am for I have been given the name and task of Our Lady of the River of the I Am.  Do not take lightly your grace from the Creator of the River of the I Am for your grace has given you the name and task of witness and vessel of my heart.
It is by the lining of the heart that when attacked bears the pain until it can no longer do so. Because of the passing down of misguidedness from generation to generation there are no children who do not suffer from heart ache and the need to protect the heart by closing.  I shall speak more of the generational misguidedness that causes woundedness.  But for now, my child, know this. 
When the heart ache becomes too great for a child to bear, the lining of the heart hardens and becomes closed thereby becoming the fodder for the wall that blocks out the Light of the River.  It is by the actions of others that forces a child's heart to close and it is by the actions and prayers of others that the heart reopens to allow my heart and the heart of the River to come to be known.  The River awaits with patience.  The River cannot invade for the River invites with love and only love.
Come, be with me in the silence of our hearts.  As I  fill you ponder my words.  The many shall come to this tabernacle because of your attendance to my words.   As I fill you to overflowing  so too shall others be filled through the overflow.  My child, this is the way of the River for the River moves slowly and purposefully with great patience. 


The Way of Woundedness 
September 4, 2017
My child, it is pleasing to me and the River that you respond to me by your daily attendance to this tabernacle. As I fill you this day I speak to woundedness. I speak to all of my children through you and work to bring the woundedness of the many  into the healing powers of the River of the I Am.
The many do not know of the ways of the heart.  The heart has a protective seal that counters any and all deep invasions from outside sources.  This, my child, is the gift of the Creator for the heart, soul and seed within the soul is protected.  The  Creator gives His word that the heart, soul and seed shall never know the ways of destruction.   
When an outside source attempts to invade the heart, the heart closes and builds a wall of protection.  The woundedness that arises from the invading force or forces  becomes buried within the wall.  If invasions such as yours continue and continue, the wall is built deeper and deeper and stronger and stronger until the wall forms a darkness that leaves out all light including  the Light of the River of the I Am.
My child, it was by the witness who witnessed to your story and invasions of your body as well as  your loss of hope over the many years that brought you to break down the wall and open your heart.  When your heart was opened you heard my voice.  With the patience of the River and your daily attendance your seed exploded where your soul was reunited with your Creator and Eternity became understood.  
This, my child, is the way of the River of the I Am.  I shall speak more to the wounds of my children in days to come.  For today Let us go out in the name of the River and work to open hearts by way of witnessing.  The witness must be of love  for when a child opens his/her heart the witness must be of love or the heart will close all the more.  Come, be still and be filled to overflowing that you may witness in love and only love. All else is counter to the love of the River of the I Am.


I am your Mother for you are my Child
September 3, 2017
Child, how pleased I am that you find your way to this tabernacle today for by your  attendance you have come to know the truth of the Gospels that lie within the River of the I Am.   How pleased I am that you seek me for I am your mother and you are my child.  The River flows with my motherly ways for I have been given the name and task of Our Lady of the River of the I Am. 
My child, I come in the name of the one who created me and gave within me the Light of salvation that all may come to know the ways of the River of the I Am.  I come humbly to do the will of my Father who sends me out into the world to gather all of my children by name from corner to corner of the world that all might know of love and only love.  I am mother to all for all are my children as given to me by the Resurrection.   As mother to all I come to carry peace, hope, love and trust into the world.  
As I take you out this day revel in my love and the love of the River for all is made well within the River of the I Am.  The River swells as one of mine is opened to the truth.  The River flows for all of my children unto Eternity.  Come and rest with me by the water and know I am your mother for you are my child.  There can be no doubt of the ways of Eternity when you sit with me and allow the flow of the River to take us as I show you love and only love. 


​The Way of the Ear of the Heart 
September 2, 2017
Child, I take you deeper and deeper into the River and prepare you to trust in me no matter the ways of the outside world. I take you and prepare you to trust me no matter the angst that fills you when you fear I will abandon you of what we have. As you arrive here each day take note of how fear and angst leave you.
Your daily attendance to this tabernacle clears out all the old and makes all anew for the River can be of no other way.  My child, do not doubt my words for you have learned to listen to me from you heart. You heart has ears to hear for you come to me and sit with me at the River and in the quietness of your heart you have come to know me. As each day arrives you hear me anew.
You cannot know me without daily attendance to this tabernacle for the outside world would swallow you up in its Adam and Eve ways of thinking. Your daily attendance is the yes to the Creator of the River of the I Am. By your daily attendance you have learned to quiet the chatter of the outside world. By doing so you have made the space to hear me.
My child, this is the secret to the ways of the River for to attend to the River in quietness teaches listening. When you learn to listen with the ear of the heart you hear the call of the River that calls each of you by name.


The Work of our Ancestors
September 1, 2017
Child, do not fret for I am with you and through you in all things.  I have interceded  for you that you might be of the River.  I have interceded for you that you might know of the Love of the River where wisdom and Light shines forth.  Your heart was closed by those who held malice for you.  I use you to show the ways of the love of the River of the I Am.  Your ancestors work with the River that you and yours might awaken to  the love that flows within the River.  
Child, you have been given much grace.  Your ancestors work with great perseverance that you might be of peace for their hearts were maliced against you but have now found mercy within the River.   They work with the Spirit of the River to bring you and yours home to their rightful place in God's plan.
My child, I make it simple for you and all of my children. The River flows with all who have left this world and chosen the River.   The River does not exclude. The River welcomes any and all of my children.  Your ancestors were greatly misguided by the Adam and Eve mind and when their hearts were opened in death they chose  life.  They now work to gather the many that the ways of the Revelation might be fulfilled in this time and in this way.

My child, take note this day for I shall show you the works of your ancestors.   Stay awake to the Holy Spirit at work and you shall be witness to miracles.  Come and when you are filled I shall take you out into the world to witness to miracles. 


The River Flows with Purpose
August 31, 2017
Child, come and be my vessel.  Come and write my words for I come to bring the truth of the Gospels that flow within the River of the I Am.   Come and be filled this day that by this filling the overflow shall flow out into the world through our hearts.  Our hearts are united within the River of the I Am.  Take up my call as we go out this day.
It is by the great Love of the River that all is possible in the ways of Eternity.  I speak to purpose for the River flows in the purpose of the Creator's commitment to His people, to all of His people without exception.  
The Creator has purpose to bring His people to the River of the I Am where the wisdom of the ages awaits.  The Creator has purpose to open the soul of each child where the seed within the soul awaits its opening and reunification with its beloved Creator.  Wisdom flows forth from the opened seed. 
My child, there is no greater gift that can be granted than to open one's seed for there in the opening is the truth.  There in the opening is the awareness of the Father for the Father knows His seed and the seed knows its Father. 
Purpose is the growing and gathering within the River.   Purpose is the patient flow of the River as it calls out and gathers each child by name for this is the way of the River.  Purpose, my child, is of the Creator who awaits your knowingness that you are hand crafted by His love.  As you attend to the River each day anew, each day brings the more and more knowingness for each day grows your heart in wisdom and love. Each day begins anew in joy and excitement for the River awakens you to the more and more of your beloved. 
Come and be my vessel as we work with the River with purpose and wisdom that all are created in the Creator's Image and Likeness and all are created in love and only love. It is by the Creator that you are given awareness and wisdom of your intimate relationship with Him.  This gift as my vessel has been granted you from the moment of conception for this gift was placed within your seed.  


The Attestation 
August 30, 2017
Child, it is by love that you attend each day to this tabernacle.  It is by the little self that peace abides in you.   It is by the love of the River of the I Am that you attest to the ways of the River.
My child, you could never have gained the trust of my love as constant had it not been for the love of your Creator who sent me to you.  It is by the Creator's attention and your attendance that all is made clear and clean in the River of the I Am.   
You are now able to attest to the ways of my motherly heart.  You are now able to attest to the ways of the Light of my Son that flows within the River.  You are now able to attest to the inclusive ways of the River for there are no exclusions within the River of the I Am.  You can now attest to the love and only love of the River.  You can now attest to the constancy with which the River flows. 
You can now attest to the ways of the Adam and Eve mind that uses self righteousness and judgement to lure my children away from the truth of the Gospels.  You can now attest to the patience with which the River flows.  You can now attest to the joy and trust of the River no matter the pain and woundedness of the outside world.  
My child, as you attest to the ways in which I fill you to overflowing, let us  go out into the world and gather my children home to their  rightful place in God's plan.

In this Time and in this Way
August 29, 2017
Child, I hear you and I hear your heart.   Come and be filled.  Come and be of my heart.   I come to witness to the pain and suffering in the world.  I come to show the way unto Eternity. I come to show the way to peace. I come to do my Father's will in this time and in this way for I have been given the name and task of Our Lady of the River of the I Am. 
In this time and in this way take note of the ways I hold and console you.  Take note of the ways of my mother's heart for it is by the heart that my children shall come to know me and the ways of the River of the I Am.  My child, I am never far from you for I am in your heart always. You hear me from the depths of your heart where the River flows with you and through you.  The Creator sends me out to gather my children in this time and in this way.  I come to teach all of my children the ways listening to the Spirit of the River.    
It is by this time and in this way that the River flows in order that this generation might see the need for love and only love.  It is by this way and in this time that the ways of my motherly heart enter into the world that all might be renewed in love, peace and hope for it is by my motherly heart that Hope has entered the world.
It is by this time and in this way that the Creator has spawned the River of the I Am for it is time for the new earth to move unto Eternity.   It is by this time and in this way that the ways of the Gospels shall be understood through the heart and not the mind.  It is by this time and in this way that the childish ways of the Adam and Eve mind must cease.  The River must wash over the Adam and Eve mind in order that the misguidedness of the earth be transformed into love and and only love.
My child, I take you out into the world to be my vessel.  As you bear witness this day, take note of the time and way of the River of the I Am.


The Song
August 28, 2017
Child, I am here and await your attendance with me for I am your heavenly mother who waits upon her children.  I await in love and sing the song of the River of the I Am.  I sing the song of the River to the many that they may know the peace I carry into the world. I sing to the many in the name of my Son who began the River of the I Am through the Resurrection.
I speak to you of my Son and the Resurrection for I have been named mother to all.   But know this, my child, my children  may not know me by name but they know me for when you join the River all flow as one.  The song that is heard by the soul differs from child to child for the River has its own way of gathering.  Therefore, when you hear the song of a soul that is emerging find pleasure in being witness no matter the name given to the emergence of the seed of the soul. 
I say to you again, my child, it matters not how one reaches the River for the song that sings to the soul differs for each child.  But know this, my child, when one opens to their soul the song that is heard is in the manner as prescribed by the Creator.  It is of the Adam and Eve mind that uses self righteousness to have you believe that there is only one way to the River.
There are many paths to the River of the I Am. The River flows in many directions.  Remember, my child, the River carries love and only love as it flows.  Therefore, my child, be of humble heart and love.  Do not judge any child of mine as following the wrong path.  
As we go out this  day all that is needed is to be of love.  In God's timing all shall  find their way to the River for the River flows in the ways of the Revelation as promised by the Covenant that God has made with man. All shall be washed away and the truth shall be made clear. I awaken you to the miracles of the River of the I Am.


Renewal
August 27, 2017
Child, I fill you this day and place my heart within your heart for the love in my heart fills you to overflowing.  I do not come to bind or demand but to renew.  I come to love with the love of the River of the I Am for the River flows in love and only love. I come to renew my commitment to you and all of my children. 
I come to renew you in the energy of the Light. I come to renew you in my love.  I come to renew peace within your heart. 
Come and be unburdened.  Come and be still and rest with me as I fill you this day.  This time is for you and me for your heart must be unburdened.  Come and when you are filled and rested we shall move out into the world renewed in the ways of the River of the I Am. 


The Way of Forgiveness
August 26, 2017
Child I hold you this day and as I fill you I speak to forgiveness.  You have been given much by the River for your heart has learned the way of forgiveness.
The many of my children give voice to forgiveness but do not forget the transgression.  When you use words of forgiveness without forgetfulness of the heart you merely give the Adam and Eve mind permission to continue its treachery of pretense.  
Forgiveness is like the child who says to mother, "forgive me, forgive me."  When mother accepts and forgives with her heart, the transgression melts away and mother and child move on in good cheer.  Her child receives the forgiveness and in his/her heart forgiveness is known.  The mother has forgiven and forgotten.  Both mother and child are freed.  
If the mother uses words of forgiveness but does not forget the transgression however, the heart is closed.  Both child and mother are held hostage by the Adam and Eve mind.  Neither can experience peace that rises from forgetfulness.  
The many of my children live in unawareness of the ways of forgiveness for their Adam and Eve mind uses self righteousness to hold the transgression.  This self righteous mindedness is not of the River of the I Am for the River flows in forgetfulness. 
My child, I say to you in a loud and clear voice.  The River opens hearts that the heart and soul may forgive and forget any and all offenses.  The River of the I Am can be of no other way for it flows in patience and forgetfulness.  The River flows in love and only love.  
Come and I shall give you view of the ways of forgiveness and forgetfulness.  I give you my heart that you may see and taste the ways of love and only love.  


The Promise of Wisdom
August 25, 2017
Child, I hear your heart and know your soul for you are naked in my sight. It is by your daily attendance here that your heart has been uncloaked that I might see all of you.  It is by the grace of the Creator that I am your mother and you are my child.
As you attend to the ways of the Spirit within the River you grow in wisdom for this is the way of the River.  The River flows unto Eternity for it carries the Wisdom of the Ages.  
My child, how senseless are the ways of the outside world.  The outside world does not carry wisdom.  Wisdom is to be gained by turning inward to the River.   The wisdom of the River has little to do with the ways of the outside world and the more to do with the ways of Eternity.  
The many do not arrive at the River for they attempt to gain access to the wisdom of the River by the ways of the outside world.  Access to the wisdom of the Garden of Eternity is by way of the heart.  The heart holds the key to the path to the River of the I Am where all is made clear by the Living waters.  
As you allow the flow of the River to take you, the flow gains you wisdom, peace, trust, faith and in time and patience, the intimate connection to the Creator that is your birthright.  I take you out into the world to attest to the birthright of all of my children.  


The Way of the Breath
August 24, 2017
Child, breathe in my love and know I am your mother and you are my child.   Breathe and know I am here with you in any and all things.  Breathe and allow stillness to rise where my heart joins yours.  Breathe and allow the Son of Man to touch you through the River of the I Am for the River flows with the Resurrection. 
My child, take note of how I breathe with you and for you.  Take note of the way in which your breath becomes quiet and peaceful in the ways of Eternity.  You reach out to me me each day anew through the breath. As you turn to me I breathe with you and for you.  Take note of the life giving ways of your breath.   
Breathe and be still for in the stillness you can see and taste Eternity.   It is by the breath that one can know love for it is by the breath that life is given unto Eternity.  
It is by the Creator that each has been given the breath of life.  It is by the Creator that breath is within you for you are His.  I take you into the River that you may know life. I take you into the River that you may know the wonders of the breath for the  body becomes opened to God when the breath speaks.   
The breath is that which becomes the owner of the will for the breath is the yes to seeking the kingdom. It is by the breath that all is slowed that one might be still in the gaze of the River. It is by the breath that one begins the journey to nakedness.  In nakedness  you are seen by your Creator.  In nakedness you see and taste your Creator.  
I take you out into the world to attest to the wonders of the breath. I take you out into the world to attest to the ways of the breath that breathes in the waters of the River.  I take you out into the world to attest that rather than drown, breathing in the waters of the River has given you life. 


The Ways of the Overflow
August 23, 2017
Child, take note of your heart this day as I fill you to overflowing for in your heart I am.  Take note of how I fill you in this moment.   Take note of the joy that flows in you, through you and out into the world for this is the way of the River of the I Am.  By your attendance to this tabernacle you are filled to overflowing and the overflow spreads out into the world for my love and the love of the River can be of no other way.
When one of mine comes to me I make promise to fill with love and attendance.  I fill to overflowing with my love.  It is by this filling that more of my children shall experience the peace of the River for to be filled by my love is to move out into the world and fill another.  I move into, with and through those who come to me for the love of the River can be of no other way,  The many shall come to me one at a time.  But know this, my child, it is by the one that shall bring the many.  
My child, the many of my children are so pained by the outside world and do not see or taste another way.  I come to show the way to the River where peace and joy can be in this time for it is by the Light of my womb that the River flows. 



Why Our Mother Comes to Us 
August 22, 2017
Child, be of peace this day for it is I, your mother, who fills you with the peace of the Light of the River of the I Am.   It is I, as mother to all, who carries peace out into the world in the name of the Light.  
I do not counter the ways of my Son or the Gospels.  Rather, I come to bring 
the true message of my Son and the Gospels into the Light that shines from the River of the I Am for my children are misguided and blind to the truth.  
I come to bring a peace that cannot be tasted in the outside world for the outside world currently belongs to the Adam and Eve mind which lives in and lurks in the mind that it might convince the heart that there is no God nor a Spirit world.  It is the Adam and Eve mind that works to counter the ways of the Spirit of the River.
Janine, I come to carry my motherly ways and open the hearts of the many for the Adam and Eve mind must be taken into the River and exposed to the love of the River where its insanity shall cease and where the heart and soul shall be reunited with the Creator. 
Child, I work to end the notion that it is of value to blame another for life's pain and war.  I work to end the notion that God is to blame for misery.  I work to end unawareness of the  misguidedness of the Adam and Eve mind that wishes to blame another rather than to seek wisdom within. 
The soul of the creation awaits in patience and determination its communion with its Creator for this is the promise of the Resurrection.  


The Fear of Nothingness
August 21, 2017
Child, you bring yourself to this tabernacle daily and I renew my promise with you daily. I fill you with trust and peace this day anew as each day brings hope in the ways of the River of the I Am.
Your dream of last night brought you angst but trust in me and my words for I am constant.  My child, you are mine and I am your mother.   Your dream of last night brought you terror for the child that was leaving you was leaving into nothingness. 
Do not fret the nothingness in your dream for through nothingness you became the whole.  Do not search for the lost child of your dream for she has left you and joined the River where she was added to the whole of you.  Your dream showed you the march of your soul into the River that you might reach the love of the Creator.  Your heart journeyed into the fear of nothingness only to come out with a wholeness.  
Come and rest in my love for I am with you and through you in all things.  Let us give praise this day to our Creator for His great Love.  Come and be still and let my motherly love fill you to overflowing.  Rest with me by the waters of the River of the I Am where we hold each other in the Garden where all is made clear. 


The Way of Prayer
August 20, 2017
Child of mine, come and be filled this day.  Come and taste the way of prayer for prayer within the River of the I Am is of the heart and not of the mind.
Child, when you come to me in this way you become prayer for prayer is the knowingness and trusting of what we have.  You pray when you allow my heart to work with you and through you for you let go of all into my heart.   Prayer is the heart to heart that we have. You need not utter a word and yet you become prayer.   I come to show you the ways of the River of the I Am.  I come to show that being of the River becomes constant prayer. 
I make it simple for you and all of my children. I have given life to prayer for my Son is prayer. It is my Son that knows all that is needed to move into Eternity.  I take you into the River that you might know my Son as the man and not the makings of the outside world that casts my Son as not of man.   As a man He is here and waiting to know you in the intimate ways of the River for to know the Word Made Flesh you must become naked to Him.  My Son is naked for he has not hidden Himself to any of you.  In nakedness one is free to know the other.  There is nothing to hide in nakedness.  It is of the outside world that hides for the Adam and Eve mind cannot bear nakedness.   Nakedness would expose the truths of its childish ways.   
I give you my Son as I gave my Son to the world through the Resurrection.  I show each child the way to know my Son as brother.  I say this to you in a loud and clear voice, until you walk with my Son in intimacy and nakedness you cannot know true prayer.  When you know my Son in an intimate way you shall trust him for His prayers carry all into Eternity.  
The Gospels say to pray constantly. When you sit and listen and get to know my Son within your heart you shall be praying constantly for the ways of the River flow in constant prayer unto Eternity.


The Damaging ways of the Judge
August 19, 2017
My child, I welcome you into my arms and my attention this day anew for the River begins anew each day where the old is washed away and all is made clean and clear. I come to speak to my children through you.  Child, I have taken you and shown you the course of the judge within the River of the I Am.  I use you to show the damaging ways of the judge as well as the ways of cleansing within the River of the I Am.
I gave you a mirror of what happens to the judge when you are opened to the truth. My child, what you gave witness to was my loving arms holding you as I showed you your judgment and gave it back to you in the form of the one being judged.  The pain you felt was of my heart for when you judge my heart feels the pain of the one who is judged.  It is the pain that my Son felt on the Cross as he prayed for all with the prayer, "Father forgive them for they know not what they do."
When you judge you remain in unawareness and carry on the ways of the Adam and Eve mind. When you come to the River I make promise to drown you within the River where all is cleansed by the Living waters of the River if the I Am and where the judge is loved into compassion and mercy. 
You cannot end the damaging ways of the judge without the River for without the River you remain in unawareness and continue to "know not what you do."


Faith:  Moving the Mountain
August 18, 2017
Child, I fill you this day anew.  I nourish you with faith, hope, peace and attention.   I fill you to overflowing for it is in the filling that the energy of the River flows with you and through you.   My child, you are of faith and of the River for by your choice you call out to me at this tabernacle each day knowing and trusting that no matter the ways that the outside world tempts you, I am with you and attend to you.    
As you flow and grow in the ways of the River you see that it matters not the ways of the outside world that grab at you and call out to you with with its addictive ways that say to you, "Come, come and be of power and glory and specialness."
Child, I say to you that you are of glory and power and specialness but not in the ways of the outside world for the outside world uses these temptings to gain you  perceived power over another and not in the humble ways of the River of the I Am.
Janine, I speak to your heart and through your little self where humbleness becomes truth.  You are a special and unique creation of the Creator.  Your are of power for the River takes you into its flow and with the faith of a mustard seed you move mountains.  When you flow with the River of the I Am glory is your shepherd.
Faith then, my child, is the awareness that the River is your food, your energy, your lover and your guide.  Faith is the coming to this tabernacle daily with the knowingness that you are not alone.   Faith is the knowingness that you have the power of the River to move mountains.  Faith is the truth and not boastfulness for faith is letting go and not taking over. 

 


Our Lady speaks to the dangers of Unawareness 
August 17, 2017
Child, your journey is one of being my vessel.  As my vessel I take you deeper into the River of the I Am inch by inch and moment by moment.  As my vessel, I come to show through you the deceptive ways of the Adam and Eve mind that lures you and my children into the trappings of unawareness.  Unawareness leads to self righteousness that is fed by the Adam and Eve mind.  The result of this unawareness is a closed heart to the truth of the River of the I Am. 
I have given you forecast of the dangers of the Adam and Eve mind that is engendered when there is no awareness of the deceptive ways of the Adam and Eve mind.  The deception I speak of asks my children to believe as truth the lure to act as the pharisee that purports to be of moral character and above another.  When you live in unawareness you become boastful and self righteous for you have purchased the ideas of the Adam and Eve mind.  Without awareness my children remain blind and misguided.
My child, it is a dangerous path that the Adam and Eve mind tempts  my children with for it is a path that is counter to the ways of the River of the I Am.   This is the way of war, blindness and misguidedness.  
I gave you a view of the pharisee for as my vessel you needed to hear the soul cry of the River.  I gave you the picture of the soul cry of the River for without the River your human ways of self righteousness cannot be overcome.
The soul cry gave you the deep awareness that the only way to overcome the Adam and Eve mind and wars is through taking your little self to the River of the I Am.
The soul cry is a reminder that only with the intense Love of the Creator of the River can humanity survive.  
The River, my child, is the greatest hope for you cannot save yourself.  The Creator loves with such intensity that he began the flow of the River.  I have given you the view of the great destruction of the hearts of the many of my children.  I have given you the view of your own Adam and Eve mind that when left unattended to the ways of the outside world would destroy you as well.  
Child, the truth has set you free.  Letting go of the Adam and Eve mind into my arms and into the River has set you free.   let us go out this day and bring the River to my children. My words through you are a call to all of my children to seek me in their hearts.  I bring the promise of peace and the end to war. Come.


How the River of the I Am flows
August 16, 2017
Child, as I fill you this day  I speak of the matters of the River of the I Am.  I speak to how the River flows.
The River flows with great patience and perseverance moment by moment and inch by inch.  The River flows with no boundaries and casts its shadow on all things.  The River flows and does not exclude.  The River does not condemn.  Condemnation is of the outside world and not of the River of the I Am for the River loves beyond the ways of the outside world.  
The Spirit of the River sings this song of invitation as it flows:
Come and be free.  Come and know love.  Come and know yourself through the eyes of love.  Come and know your ancestors for all of the River flow unto Eternity.  Come with your little self and see how much bigger you are for your heart expands in the wisdom and knowledge of all things of the River.   Come and know your God.
The River also sings this intimate song to each child:
Come and be mine.   Come and know Me for I am your Father.  Do not wait for death to take you.  Come and awaken your soul.  Come and do not be afraid for my Love shall  cover you and protect you.  Come and see the Light of joy I bring to you.   Come and let us speak in the garden I have prepared for you.  Come and know Eternity.  Come.



Children of the World: I speak to you from the River of the I Am
August 15, 2017
Children of the world:
I come to you this day through the hands of my vessel.  Come and be renewed for it is I, your mother, who comes into the world in this time and in this way to bring you my love and attention.  It is I, your mother, who comes to carry you into the Great Love of the River of the I Am where all of the River flow as one in love and only love.  I come to show you that peace can be found in this time and place for peace is within the River of the I Am. I come to bring you home to your rightful place in God's plan. 
I have been given the name of Our Lady of the River for I have been sanctioned by our Creator, as mother to all, to bring you to the River of the I Am where peace and love abide. 
My dearest children, you are of such pain and misguidedness.  The Adam and Eve mind has lured you into thinking peace can be found in the ways of the outside world.  This can never be for since the beginning of time the Adam and Eve mind has refused to see the workings of the Spirit world that is within each of you. It is by my love and the Love of the River of the I Am that the childish ways of the Adam and Eve mind can be drowned in the Living Waters of the River of the I Am where love and only love reigns.   The River places the Adam and Eve mind in the background where it begins to learn a different way other than fear of annihilation. 
My dearest children, come to me and I shall pour my love into you without judgment or reprisal for I am your mother.
My dearest children, trust that I know you for I know my children.  Know that deep within your heart you know me for we were made mother and child at your conception.  Come and be filled with peace.   Come and I shall teach you to listen to your seed where true wisdom abides.  Come and be filled to overflowing with my motherly heart.  Come and be filled to overflowing with the ways of the River of the I Am.  I call to you with the song of the lullaby that has been prepared for you since your conception.  Come and listen for I speak to you through your heart.  Come.


The way of the Seed
August 14, 2017
Child, you are filled this day and each day anew for you are of the River of the I am.  The seed of your soul has been opened and love and only love is the fruit of this journey.  Day by day and inch by inch you grow in love and only love.  
How you arrived here at the River is the result of your attendance to the ways of your heart.  It was by attendance to the ways of your story that opened your heart. Inch by inch and week by week as you told your story to the witness you grew in wisdom and peace.  Your heart went deeper and deeper into the depths of your being until the seed within you was awakened.  In that moment of awakening you knew your God and your God knew you.  In that instant you knew God had always been with you.  In that instant you could no longer doubt my presence for I too had always been with you. 
Child, the open heart finds its way to the River of the I Am and inch by inch the opened heart unwraps the seed held deep within the heart. It is by the seed that one is led to the Creator of the River of the I Am for the seed is of the Creator.
In the beginning of each creation the Creator embeds His wisdom of the Word Made Flesh within a seed. The Beatitudes are but an example of what is stored in the seed.  Therefore, there is no learning necessary for all of the River is stored in the seed.   The seed contains the treasure map unto Eternity.  The seed has the power to "move mountains."  The seed has the experience and awareness of the Creator such that when the seed is cracked open (as yours did) you are reunited with the one who hand crafted you. 
Therefore, my child, it is of no use to attempt to make your way into the River or unto Eternity through the ways of the Adam and Eve mind of the outside world for the Adam and Eve mind by its very nature cannot carry you to the River.  Come and let us go out this day and carry my children to the River of the I Am.  Let us be witness for it is in the witnessing that the energy of the River is released.  


The ways of the Adam and Eve Mind
August 13, 2017
Child, I come to fill you this day and to bring you abundance.   It is not the abundance that is promised by the Adam and Eve mind of the outside world, but rather, it is the abundance of grace and wisdom that flows from the Living Waters of the River of the I Am.
Child, I speak to you this day of the Adam and Eve mind. I come into the world with you and through you to bring wisdom that acknowledges the dangers of the Adam and Eve mind.   The Adam and Eve mind is a child and remains a child until acknowledged and attended to for the Adam and Eve mind lives in unawareness out of fear of annihilation. 
Child, no one can deter the ways of the Adam and Eve mind without the Living Waters of the River of the I Am for the Adam and Eve mind is a sleuth that watches and waits to keep your mind from seeing the Wisdom of the River.  The Adam and eve mind uses all the tools of the outside world to deter you from the River.
The Adam and Eve mind hides the truth of the River through busyness, through self righteousness, through addictions, through the promise of power, through war, and through the promise of great importance for the Adam and Eve mind cannot comprehend the truth of love.  
The antidote to the Adam and Eve mind is the Love of the Creator of the River of the I Am for only love of this magnitude can attend to the childish ways of the Adam and Eve mind.  The grip that the Adam and Eve mind has on my children is too great to be cleansed by the outside world for it is by the outside world that the Adam and Eve mind survives.  
My children need only to turn to me and the ways of the River to find the wisdom and peace as promised by the Light of the River of the I Am.  Come and be my vessel this day as we go out to gather my children home to the River of the I Am.


The ways of the Open Heart
August 12, 2017
Child,  as I fill you this day be of prayer and gratitude for you have have been brought to the depths of the River of the I Am where peace abides.  Your soul has exploded and reunited with your Creator in the intimacy of the Word Made Flesh. The wisdom of the River is not held in the mind, but rather, held in the heart for it is by the heart that one finds the River of the I Am.
I speak to you of the ways of the heart that the many may know of the fruits of the open  heart.  The open heart finds the River for the open heart is of the River.   The open heart has learned to listen.  The call from the depths of the soul must rise and be heard.  The open heart hears the love song calling from the Creator who calls for reunification with its creation.  The open heart finds joy in witnessing to others for it can be of no other way.  The open heart expands inch by inch and day by day for the open heart is only satisfied when the River expands day by day.   The open heart knows it must attend to the River daily to be filled with the living and cleansing waters of the River of the I Am.  The open heart knows it must journey deeper and deeper into the depths of the River for the open heart can be of no other way.  The open heart knows me and the River for the soul knows its mother and Father.  The open heart knows peace and prays for the peace of others.  The open heart is content.  The open heart gives all to the River and flows with the awareness that the River carries all that is needed to be content.   The open heart is aware of the folly of the ways of the Adam and Eve mind.  The open heart trusts that the River will cleanse as it flows.    The open heart knows that pain is carried by the River for the heart, soul and body is never alone.  Pain becomes trust in the depths of the soul for the soul knows its destiny. 
Come, and when you are filled we shall go out into the world to bring my children home to the River of the I Am.


The work of the River of the I Am
August 11, 2017
Child, I am here with you and within you for I am your mother as consecrated by the River of the I Am.  I come to fill you this day anew.  I come to call all of my children to me that I might fill all for I am mother to all.  I come with the promise of a peace that cannot be deterred by the ramblings of the outside world. 
Come and be filled.  After you are filled this day, I take you out into the world to attest not only to the peace within you but also to  the peace that spreads through you and into others for you are of the River.  The River gathers as it flows into Eternity. 
Child, when you open to the peace of the River your heart expands with love inch by inch and moment by moment.  This is the work of the River of the I Am.  The  River works to nurture each child that their heart may open to the truth of love and only love.  The work of the River is to show the misguidedness of the Adam and Eve mind and to open hearts to love.  The River also works to reconnect the soul to the Creator that was formed at conception but hidden by pain.   
Come this day and let us work with the River to open hearts that they may be reunited with their Creator. 


August 10, 2017
Child, do not fret for I am here and I fill you to overflowing.   Rest in my love and attention for I am your mother and you are my child. 
As you are filled this day, I speak to the ways of peace and an end to war.  Until the war between the Adam and Eve mind and the truth is calmed within the heart by the Living waters of the River of the I Am there can be no peace in the outside world.  The outside and inner worlds mirror each other for you cannot be of a peaceful mind without a peaceful heart nor can your heart be peaceful and your mind angry with war for the two cannot coexist.  War  begins in the angry Adam and Eve minds of men and women.  
My child, take note of the truth of the River of the I Am.  When your heart is not opened to the truth of the River you are ripe for ways of the self righteous hypocrite called the Adam and Eve mind (the pharisee) who says "look, I am the more and others are the less, therefore, all must listen to me for I am above all including God."
The closed heart cannot see the other as one of mine and one of the River of the I Am.  It is the closed heart that joins the closed heart of another and another to form a tribe that becomes the tribal pharisee.  Left alone in isolation the closed heart would shrivel and shrink for the closed heart needs validation from other closed hearts.   My child, this is the way of the childish Adam and Eve mind. 
Ponder my words as we go out this day. When you tend your own garden you do not fall pray to the tribal pharisee.
I take you out into the world with the antidote for war which is the River of the I Am.


August 9, 2017
Child, as you awaken to the River, I come to you anew for the night has given way to the day and as each day begins anew the old is cleansed in the sands of the River of the I Am and the new begins.   The River flows with the cleansing and Living Waters of the River of the I Am.  Renewal is the voice of the River for the River renews as it flows unto Eternity.
My dear child, it is I who holds you in love and only love.  It is I, your mother, who feeds you in the ways of the River of the I Am for I have been given the name of Our Lady of the River of  the I Am by the one who created us. As Our Lady of the River I am mother to all.   It matters not what a child of mine calls me for my children know me and I know my children.
Janine, I take you back to when your heart first opened to me.  There was no need to introduce myself for in the opening you knew I was your mother.  No words were necessary for it was not by words that we held but by the love of the River.  
What I do for you, my child, I promise to do for all of my children.  I love all my children with equal measure.  Equal measure is held in my motherly heart and not in the ways of the outside world.  My heart knows each child and what is needed to feed each child to overflowing in the ways of the River of the I Am.  Come, be my vessel as we go out this day.  Come and witness to the ways in which I feed my children.  As you are fed this day, so too, I go out to feed all of my children.  


August 8, 2017
Child, it is by the witness that you have found your way to the River of the I Am.  Your tortured story is an example of the pain that closes the heart not only to oneself but to others and therefore to the Love of the River of the I Am.  Come this day and as I fill you let us journey into the realm of the deep connection you have gained to the ways of the River of the I Am.
Your closed heart was not able to see the love I carry for you nor the love of the Creator of the River until you told your story to one who was a witness in love and patience.  My child, slowly but assuredly the loving witness, through no judgments and with no expectations allowed you to tell your story through a loving gaze.  
It was Donald who bore the pain and torture with you.  This, my child, is the way of the witness.  This, my child, is also the way of the River of the I Am for the River flows in witness.           
When a heart closes itself it is of pain for the heart must protect itself when confronted by outside invasion.  It must be that a witness journeys with the closed heart until the heart relaxes and begins to trust.  As trust builds the heart expands and opens bit by bit until it tastes love.  Only love opens the closed heart for all   else is noise. It is the witness that works to gather a heart to the River for the open heart finds God.  
My dear child, when you are filled with my love this day we shall go out into the world and witness to others in the simplicity of love for love witnesses without judgment, advice or challenge.  Your story is a parable that bears the mark of the River of the I Am.  Your journey to the River of the I Am gives you the mark of witness.  Let us go out this day and by our witnessing teach others the way of the witness.   My child, this is the way of the River of the I Am.     


​August 7, 2017
Child, as I fill you this day anew take note of the way in which your story has guided you into the River of the I Am.  I speak to my children through your story for your story  shows the way to the River.  The ways of the Creator of the River of the I Am can be of no other way for the Creator is in every moment of each day of each child from conception unto Eternity. 
There are those who continue to act in the childish ways of the Adam and Eve mind that say the Creator does not exist in the moment to moment intricacies of each child.  Child, I say to you in a loud and clear voice that the Creator of the River of the I Am loves so intensely that He witnesses and writes each child's story in the Book of Life inch by inch and moment by moment that all may have life and life to the fullest.  
Each child's story unfolds under the gaze of the River of the I Am.  My child, as you attest to you cannot know the Creator without unraveling your story.   How can you know God as God truly is when your learning has clothed you in the misguided ways of the Adam and Eve mind that judges and excludes and denies knowing God intimately.
It is only when you turn inward, till your own garden, and witness to your story in the window of love that you can  see the ways of your learning.  It is only when you witness to your story in love that your heart becomes naked and open to the Spirit of the River of the I Am.   
The  Creator is to be found in the depths of your story for there in the depths He is waiting to show you the way out of your pain and into the loving arms of the River of the I am.    
I say to you again, you cannot know your God outside of your story.  If you subscribe to the idea that you are beyond your learning you remain blind.  You must become naked before your God.  Nakedness within the River joins you to the one who created you.  Come this day, my child, and let us bear witness to the stories of my children. 


August 6, 2017
Child, I come to you today anew.  A new day and year has begun for you are now tilling a new garden that is of this time and space.  I gaze upon you with joy for your courage is known to me.  I gaze upon you with love for you are my child and I am your mother.  
I speak to you today of the making of a new garden.  I speak to you so as to teach my children of the need for a personal garden that invites the Spirit of the River of the I Am into the heart.  When you till your own garden you make space for the Creator for you do not fall prey to the pull of the Adam and Eve mind that lures you into attending to and judging others.  When you till your own garden you do not use the self righteous ways of the Adam and Eve mind for you are attending to your deepest self.  It is the deepest self that knows God on an intimate level for the deepest self harbors the seed of the Creator.  
When you begin a garden  in the outside world there must be a seed that is planted on firm ground in order to grow.  The seed planted must wait for the nourishment of the sun and water.   When all is right the seed explodes and rises up from its root to become a flower of great prize for it has been nurtured with patience and love. 
So too, my child  is the way of the soul.  The seed of God is placed deep within the soul of each child and is rooted on God's firm ground called the Word Made Flesh. The seed awaits the nourishment of the Living Waters of the River of the I Am and the Light of the Son of man.  When all is right and the garden is tilled your being begins to rise into the flower it is meant to be.  
Child, I make it simple.   It is of the Adam and Eve mind that says you cannot know God intimately.  I say to you in a loud and clear voice that when you till your own garden you are opening your heart and soul to the Creator.  When you turn inward and toil your own garden then and only then can you know God and the ways of the River of the I Am on the intimate level intended from your conception.   


August 5, 2017
Child, let us begin anew this day for as this day arises I take you out into the world to attest to the ways of the Holy Spirit that flows within the River of the I Am.  
My child, I speak to all of my children through you for you hear me with the ear of your heart and soul.  Do not doubt that you are my hands this day and each day. Write my words.
Dear children of the world, I come to you at this time and in this way to take you into my arms and fill you with the greatest love of all and that is the Love of your Creator who is the source of the River of the I Am and who sends me out into the world as His emissary to bring all children home to their rightful place in His plan.  
My dear children, I come to show you the way to love and only love.  Turn to me and I, your mother, will take you into the River and drown you in Love and the ways of the Holy Spirit.  It is the Spirit of God that flows as the River of the I Am.


August 4, 2017
Child of mine, do not fret for I am here and await you each day anew for my love is constant and has no bearing on the ways of the outside world nor does it have any bearing on your fears of abandonment.   The River flows its destined course without interference from the ways of the outside world or the ways of the Adam and Eve mind that attempts to trick you into believing I am not constant. 
Child, I remind you of the flow of the River and the goodness with which it flows.  The River gathers as it flows.  The choice must be made to enter the Living Waters of the River of the I Am for the River does not force but invites.  You cannot navigate the outside world without nourishment nor can you enter and navigate the Spirit world without the nourishment of the Living Waters of the River of the I Am.  
All who are sustained by the River know their Creator and work to gather the many into the River where love is the only food.  Come this day and as I fill you let us be prayer that the many shall gain the nourishment of the Living Waters of the River of the I Am. 


​​​August 3, 2017
Child, I take you into the River of the I Am and drown you in love for the River fills to overflowing as it flows. I am your mother who cares for you and holds you in love and only love.
My child, do not fret for you are held in the ways of the River of the I Am where love flows its destined course inch by inch and day by day.  The River flows unto Eternity.
The power of the River cannot be stopped or stalled by any man for the ways of the Revelation have begun.  The power of the River flows for all of my children without reservation or judgment.   The Creator who sends me out into the world cannot be of any other way than love and only love.
My child, I, as my Son and the Creator love all children beyond measure.  As I fill you this day, take note of the ways of love that do not harbor angst or fear for my love fills to overflowing within the River where angst and fear cannot abide.  
It is by your daily attendance here at this tabernacle that you have come to gain in trust.   It is by your daily attendance here at this tabernacle that angst and fear do not call your name.  It is I, your mother, that calms the waters and fills you with love and only love.
As we go out into the world this day let us be prayer that my children awaken to the Word Made Flesh.  Come.


August 2, 2017
Child, I fill you this day anew in the ways of the Living waters of the River of the I Am.  Come and be filled.  
My child, I speak to all of my children through you this day.  My heart spreads grace for as I call out to the many the River pours grace into my call.  The call is one of a promise to love and nurture any and all who turn to me for the River casts grace through me.  
You now witness to this grace as souls open to me and the ways of the River of the I Am.   Take note that some of those whose hearts open to my call do not call me by name.   But know this, my child, when the heart opens to the deepest part, there in the deepest part I am for I am mother to all.  The seed of the soul knows me and the Creator for the seed holds the wisdom of Eternity.   
Child, this is a mystery for the many who do not hear with the ear of the heart. This is not a mystery for those of the River for the River flows as one.   It is the Spirit that moves to awaken the seed where all wisdom is made clear.  


August 1, 2017
Child, you are of the earth and you are of the divine.  When you are of the River of the I Am there is an awakening that embodies all of you and carries you out into the world renewed in love. 
I speak through you to all of my children in all lands and in all circumstances.  The River flows for all.  Whether aware or not, the seed of the Creator is within all.
The seed is of the Divine and cannot be harmed for it has been encapsulated with the Love and protection of the Creator until it is ripe to be opened.  The seed begins to crack in love and only love and when it is safe the seed explodes in love and only love.
My child, it is you who attests to the intimate nature of the seed and the Creator.  It is you who goes out and attests to the intensity with which the seed loves the Creator and the Creator loves the seed for the seed is married to the Creator in the instant of conception.  The Creator has poured Himself into each and every creation. 
Come, be filled this day and taste the wonders of your marriage to the Creator of the River of the I Am.

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